Beyond Love

2010-09-06T18:41:00.002+08:00

Heys peeps :)

anyone miss me blogging ?
im not going to continue though .
but maybe only aft EndOfYears .

i have to seriously start bucking up lots :)
aft all the ups & downs of this year ,
i also know my results have been affected .
but yeah :)
imma settle down awhile .
just gonna focus on my studies :D .

i'll push all my worries & problems aside .
& i sincerely believe god will help me get through all these .
i pray to you god ,
make my heart numb so i wont feel anything .
make me numb to all things happening ,
then i'll study hard & make my family happy .

Hellyeah :D
i love you guys :D!
a real short post .
but im happy that my results improved for this term .
like for every subject !
yayness man .

i loved you always

2010-06-15T18:44:00.002+08:00

I totally swear life hates me -.-
ohwells .
im exhausted aft dance camp .
although its a short 2 day 1 night chalet .
but i'll rmb you seniors :)

had the stepping down ceremony ,
also the voting for the new exco .
ahh , love you kaixin for your earrings :D!
its pretty !

well congrats to the new exco ,
i know you guys will lead the dance troupe well de .
hehs .

headed to jp with jieling and pearlyn aft camp .
lunched at kfc .
i totally swear im getting fat :(
im off icecream this week alr lahhh D:
whateverzx .
shall gym maybe tmr :D

im tired -.-
maybe a nap would be nice ?

i loved you always

2010-06-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

Hey i've had enough ,
i dont wish to argue or fight over anything anymore .
im exhausted .

I really dont understand why the hell am i doing this either .
i just want some peace , quiet and time to myself .
cant you just let it go and let me be ?
all these arguments are useless .
they're just a waste of your time ,
its over .
the past's past .

Kimberly :
Sorry for whatever she did to you ,
or whatever we've ever done to offend you .
i dont wish to quabble anymore .

i loved you always

2010-05-16T19:51:00.004+08:00

Woahhh woke up at 8am today .
kekeke ,
woke pearlyn up early as well :x
sorry !

reached jp at 1040~
hohos , watched the 1115 back up plan .
quite nice ley !
touching :D

was late in meeting jieling :x
then had pepper lunch .
yummyummy .
but so ex !
D:

shopped ,
shopped ,
and walked around more .
wahhh -.- tired .
finally bought a skirt from valerie .
headed home at 6ish ,
aft a bubbletea dinner ?

i sooo feel like puking right now .
-.-
curses .

photos :

i look like ghost .

i loved you always

2010-05-15T19:39:00.003+08:00

Woah ,
Went shopping with mummy today :D
had fun leyy .

Went lunch at some highclass japanese buffet .
i swear the food is ultra good .
but i DO NOT like the raw swordfish T.T
i chewed it and like threw it out lol .
but still oishii !
wakakaka .
cabbed to and fro .

head to orchard centrepoint~
then walked around .
bought nothing much , but 2 shorts only :D
before heading home went Haagen Dazs for ice cream .
ohyummyummy .
successful day out :D
well .
i guess :D
did take my mind off unhappy things .
thanks mummy :}

Photos ,

In cab :x

Mummy~

The light pink one is the swordfish , ew .

Woots :D

Beautiful ey ? 18 bucks ley !

i loved you always

2010-05-11T20:59:00.008+08:00

Baby :}
This post is dedicated to you .
* altho im supposed to be studying :D
kekeke .

Even though sometimes im picky & mafan ,
i do know :x )
Thankyou for bearing with me .
Thankyou for showering all your love on me .
Because i think without you i wont be so happy .
All the times you take the trouble to just come over ,
Even if its really very far for you ,
you didnt even mind , you even sent me home .

Do you know ?
Everytime we part ,
i long for the next time to see you again .
i bear to be away from you for long .
i dont need gifts , i dont need sweet words .
only having you around is sufficient to keep me going .
only you make me strong :}

Dont worry ,
i also believe in us .
My mom will never be right .
We wont be tgt for 3 months , but 3 decades .
May all the people who see this post be our witness .
i pledge my heart & soul to you .
cause i love you baby :}
& thankyou dearest for the bracelet ,
i was really surprised & happy :}
Its beautiful .

i loved you always

2010-05-09T19:41:00.003+08:00

Im sooo supposed to be study :O
but urgh -.-
i like damned lazy .
ohwell .

suddenly i just felt like saying this ,
darling ,
i love youuu !
lol you must be thinking i uberuber rdm hors .
but dont know :}
been thinking if i ever lost you ,
i'll be so alone & muddled .
awwwh ,
i think i cant live a day without you now .
im not afraid to say this ,
& i'll never be ashamed to .
i love you darling , always and forever .
because just being by your side ,
i feel so safe & blissful .
:x

aiyohyoh ,
tmr exams liaos .
but wed jiu finish !
:D
cheryl must persevere !
wellwell im off~

baby loves ,
im glad tht i have you .

i loved you always

2010-05-02T20:16:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday mummy :D
lalalala~
my celebration quite pass :D

thanks darling also for helping :D
kekekee .
the flowers so beautiful .

headed out to meet ken at 12 ,
did finish the cards ;
& went interchange get cake and flowers .
wooooots .
let me see ,
total moneyy spent aroundzxz 60+30 is like 90bucks .
WAHS .
I NEVER REALISED .
T.T
money fly away~
ohwells !
at least shes happy .
i kinda think i stink of bbq now .

cause just now headed to bbq + steamboat restaurant :D
food is fabbbbb !
now full like balloon .
ma de .
somemore lunch had kfc .
gone case liaozxz . T.T
its okay .
GYMGYMGYM !

have to bathe nows :D
cause i stink .
hehehe .
loves my baby~

PHOTOS :D

Beautiful ? i think so :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~

PRETTY :D 1.5kg manzxz

BBQ + STEAMBOAT :D

Cause i have you by my side ,

i loved you always

2010-04-23T20:02:00.002+08:00

heyyos peeps .

giggles *^^*
maybe my life is slowly turning better .
not only im recoving from blm but im becoming cheerful .
slowly , i find myself smiling more .
i feel muchmuch better .
i promise you ,
i'll never hide anything from you my dear .
cause i love you ttm !

& slowly im accepting you ,
god , in my life .
and peace reigns in my mind .
i feel so safe .
nothing bad will happen .

exams are coming .
stress slowly building up again .
sigh ,
i know i'll get over it .
but if i feel this stressed ,
i cant think properly..
well ,
i'll try .

baby , withloves .

i loved you always

2010-04-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

Yesyes .
i know im not supposed to be like this free :x
urhhhh ,
but gonna slack awhile kays :D
who says that i need to study 24/7 ?

im like letting my dearest bloggy die .
:{ im sorry !
but beeen really really busy .
'cause MYE coming !
yeah , and the homework load is..
whtthe**** manzxzxzxz .

besides ,
im not really finding that much happiness in school .
so much stress from tchers & lessons .
i'll go crazy one day lohh !
Dear tcher ,
you're not the only one thats so tired & stressed !
we , the so-called playful sec threes ,
are under much stress too !
so please understand us okays !
grrrr >:{

ohwells ,
at least i have my dearest baby to cheer me up :}
lots of love from me ,
because i cant live a day without you .
you're irreplaceable .
but whahahas ,
im meeting you tmr :x
awwwwwwwh .

kays toodles , off to do work :

i loved you always

2010-03-30T20:08:00.003+08:00

okays sorry for the dead blog peeps ,
reallyreally very busy & stressed .
sec three is really different and fast-paced .

but the thing is ,
i tried so hard ,
i tried my best in my subjects this year .
i didnt pay attention last year ,
i didnt do my work ,
but this year cant you all see im doing my best ?!
however why do you all keep saying i didnt try !
WHY DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ME !

i know i've not been doing well ..
but im trying !
cant you all see that ?
even my parents cant..
of all people , you are my parents !
compared to others i only failed 5/9 subs .
i know i didnt do well but i am not the worst !
but you know ?
my friend failed everything !
and yet what ?
His/Her parents encouraged her to do better ,
try harder & he/she will make it .
That they'll always be supporting them .
BUT YOU ?
you all only know how to scold me !
you all only know how to keep me locked up at home !
you only know how to scold me & go back to your games !
not a single word of encouragement .
not even a pat on the back .
do you even know how i feel ?
i feel so horrible now ,
that i just want to crawl into a hole & die .

all your expectations are so highh ,
im really tired out .
i dont wanna disappoint anyone of you .
but sometimes i really feel like a failure .
academically , socially likewise .
i dont even know who my friends are any more .
it really tears me apart see us distancing like this .
i guess im just so naive ,
so naive that ,
i didnt know tht i've been doing stupid things for others .
& my chest really hurts badly .

i hate everyone of you .
every single one of you .

i loved you always

2010-03-15T17:53:00.001+08:00

hehehehs ,
went dental today :)
now my braces are baby blue !
lols .

chuggachuggachoochoo .
done maths practice paper alr .
hohos .
:D
plus my chinese compre also done .
ohyay !

jiayous !

i loved you always

2010-03-14T18:47:00.002+08:00

sighs ,
i never knew i was so alone .

but its okay .
im strong enough i guess .

met up with jiayi & junhian today to do bio prject.
had to make 3D model of the digestive system .
ahahahs , played with paint a little .
sad lah .
the junhian never do much cause he had training .
haiyoh !
but saw ky , xuanbo & vincent also .
they came to do work :D
i forgot to bring vincent's present -.-
had fun chatting lahs .
but most importantly i finished the project !
hoooray !

1 down , 3more projects to go .
did some wksheets as well :D
im being a good girl !

i loved you always

2010-03-10T10:05:00.003+08:00

sighs ,
i've fallen ill .
so im stuck at home for today .
i scared i cant catch up with maths when i go back tmr :{
what to do..
She'll definately blame me when i dont do well .
haiyohh..

these 3 days has been tumbledown .
Life's so unpredictable right .
Everything changes within a day .
it'll be alright .
Everything will turn out fine one day .
One day ,
the rain will stop & the sun will shine .
For now ,
i'll look at the picture of us & try to fall asleep .

I chose to forget you ,
I chose to let our relationship go .
Im sorry but i didnt meant to .
It doesnt mean i dont love you any longer .
Because when i loved you ,
I realised im not as cherished as i thought .
All those broken promises ,
I wonder if you really loved me .
i guess maybe you didnt .
Im sorry ,
i cant keep hurting myself .
i have to leave you .
please take care of yourself , becareful during soccer etc .
i love you .
even now , when i see you ;
my heart still beats a little faster .

Memories of us ,
keeps replaying over & over in my mind .

i loved you always

2010-03-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

homework ,
schoolwork ,
stress D:
lessons ,
teachers ,
more stress .
haiyoh .

goodluck for all secthrees ,
jiayous !

iloveyou , but do you ?

i loved you always

2010-02-24T18:43:00.002+08:00

its not that im angry ,
you just dont understand anything at all !

my heart and head hurts so much ,
with every step i take away from you ;
my heart throbs with pain .
promises arent meant to be broken ,
dont you ever get it ?

i want to hate you forever .
i want to forget you .
but i know i cant .
but just for today .
let me hate you .

but i've realised many people around me ,
thankyou ,
karmen , cg , maddy , wj , jieling , zhenyi , lynn and others ;
for being there for me .
even if the sky collapses i know ,
i'll be strong enough to push it back up .
cause i'll always have you all .

This isn't the way i thought Love was ;

i loved you always

2010-02-20T17:10:00.002+08:00

this song is really nice ,
reminds me of many memories thats dear to me .

btw welcome back baoyi :}
really missed you .
hope you wont feel stressed over your homework .
i'll help you with it if you dont understand !
:D
i love you babe :D

have to lose weight lol ,
but tonight have two dinners ,
diedie ><
but gah .
shall exercise more .
cross country's coming :D
looking forward to it .
yaaaaaaaaaay .

Everytime My Heart Beats - Mikey Bustos

in my heart..
you're always in my heart
(this song is for those who believed in me)

the road was long
some nights were cold
but you were always there for me
and so i wrote this song
i have called every time my heart beats
cos every joyous moment that goes by for me
i know they're not far
and perfect time we share
the exact same beating of all living hearts

every time my heart beats
i know deep inside
we're all exactly the same
it's love that runs within our blood
and always shows us the way

and i know and we know
cos you could feel from the start
every fearless purpose
i feel deep inside of my heart
everytime it beats

i have always said
that the best F words in
my vocabulary have always been friends,
my fans and my precious family
because they all know as i have grown
why i've always played my part
we share the same love
and the same dreams of
making that difference with hope

every time my heart beats
i know deep inside
we're all exactly the same
it's love that runs within our blood
and always shows us the way

and i know and we know
cos you could feel from the start
every fearless purpose
i feel deep inside of my heart
every time it beats

no use to be in life alone
the passion won't ever subside
as long as you hear my song
and feel what i'm feeling inside
i think of you cos in you
i too will feel what it means
and i will continue still
and awaken my heart through our dreams

every time my heart beats
i know deep inside
we're all exactly the same
it's love that runs within our blood
and always shows us the way

and i know and we know
cos you could feel from the start
every fearless purpose
i feel deep inside of my heart
every time it beats
oh every time it beats
i know i love you,
you love me

i loved you always

2010-02-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

lols :D
today was like so fun ,
played blackjack just now .
maintained my capital of $7 and won $5 .
good right :D

anyways .
i just found out my uncle was hot lol .
if only he not my uncle !
not only he has a good sense of humour ,
he looks good & is really cheery !
but ohwell , i only like someone else .

maybe going out for movie tmr with my mom .
im so nice and good right .
maybe catching 72 tenants of prosperity .
but i really wanted to watch percy jackson D:
ohwell , shall keep that to watch with dg .

erhems i dont know why am i typing this but i shall .
to the dear imposter in my cbox :
you are just wasting your time loh .
i bet you're just some girl/guy thats jealous of us .
cause not only you dont type like digene ,
he totally doesnt blog and isnt so vulgar .
i have feeling you're a girl anyways , guys not so boliao .
besides ,
dont you have better things to do than being jealous ?
i totally toally pity you .
i bet nobody likes you right .
thats why you're doing this to others ,
trying spoiling their relationships .
trust me , its not worth your time .
cause in a relationship we have trust in each other ,
and my trust in him wont be broken .
Anyways , if you want . tag with your real name lah .
its like total cowardice lah ,
if you are just some keyboard warrior typing rude stuff .
people wont be hurt by your stupid comments ,
they'll just be disgusted at your character .

ohwell . thats pretty much done .
goodnights ! :D

i loved you always

2010-02-14T23:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR :D!

went to granny's place ate steamboat for lunch .
D:
i burned my poor tongue with hot soup .
><
how i know it was so freakin hot .
ohwell .
doggy so kawaii ,
but it just loves meee :D

headed home around 3ish ,
then went uncle's house at 7 .
AIYOH .
the noodles so nice :D
never gamble today :{
maybe tmr when all my relatives coming over !

pssst , love you :D
( hate that imposter ! )

i loved you always

2010-02-13T17:31:00.006+08:00

happy new yr eve :D
and happy valentines !
ohlololol .

woke up around eyy 830ish .
washed & bathed .
lol what to wear ?
><

trained to bugis ,
woahh ,
should have worned my heeels D:

omg , bugis street so many people .
plus i saw 2 adult shops D:
><'' cannot see !

headed to iluma ,
its so pretty !
esp the rooftop garden ,
cooling & got fake grass :D
the whole mall like so high class loh .
OTAKU HOUSE :D

homed at 330pm ,
cause later got reunion dinner .
aiyohyoh , going be fat liaos .
& thanks for the valentines presents ,

Photos :

happy valentines :D

pretty rooftop garden !

stars shining down on me ,
bathing me in their starlight of hope .

i loved you always

2010-02-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

somehow ,
somehow .
im drifting away .

promises arent meant to be broken guy ,
i always thought they were meant to be kept .
but when you told me you wont be going out with me ,
but going to continue playing soccer ;
my heart hurts so badly i wanted to cry .
but i know , i wont .
cause i have to be strong .
even if tears want to fall , i have to keep them in .
cheryl , be strong .

never judge me when you dont know the details .
i know you're my friend ,
but sometimes you're such a bitch .

i loved you always

2010-02-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

ignore my photo alrights .
lol
feeel so pig ,
at in the end i scared cold so changed to my sleeveless .
ohwells ,
went ion orchard to lookabout .

i bought 2&ahalf inch heels :D
HAHA !
I FEEL TALL .
somehow .
pffft .

had to run back at 3plus .
cause had tuition at 5 .
stupid chinese tuition :{
my mom so tired until she fell asleep in the car .
caught a super unglam foto .
omfg ,
shes gonna kill me if she ever finds my blog .

texted him the whole day D:
ohnoos , like that who send me home .
saddd leyys , why your reunion so early :{
nvms :D
we have many other next times !

with lovees ,
cheryl .

PHOTOS .

Dearest granny :D

Mummy sister :D

yahyah ! this is the unglam thingy . SHH !

i loved you always

2010-02-07T00:31:00.001+08:00

i have nothing to say .

today's a mess ,
im a wreck .
i just dont know what to do ,
im just lost .
in a sea of emotions .

im so tired of chasing after you .
mentally , physically .
its like you dont give a damn about me at all .
& its hurting me ,
tearing me apart .

Love isn't so simple .

i loved you always

2010-02-04T22:21:00.007+08:00

awwwwwwwwh .
hugely uneventful day .
but im getting better at MATHS .
gonna fail chem test :x
english commontest : 11/20 ( everyone failed too D: )
chi commontest : 43/70 ( yays )

but i just got off the phone .
TMR GONNA BE A GOOD DAY .
MATHS & CHINESE TCHER NOT IN SCHOOL .
wahahaaaaas .
life's sweet .
can take a mini break .

went library study today .
but ended up reading books .
*mental slap*
Lols .

shucks , guy ah .
take care of yourself please !
dont keep injured & dont come school !
eeeees .

Bittersweet love ;
happiness around .

i loved you always

2010-02-02T21:41:00.003+08:00

ah .
>< somestimes i wished you would talk to me more .
you can never imagine the loneliness i feel ,
whenever you just walk past me .

feeling this insecure ,
i rather not having fallen for you .
but i know ,
i wont regret this .
i cant .
otherwise , i'd have nothing left .
you're what makes my day .

i dont want tears to fall .
but they just do .
i must be strong ,
everyone's relying on me ,
im the strong one , the listening ear ,
if i collapsed what will happen to them .

sighs ,
darling . olive juice .

sometimes i wished ,
i was never born .

i loved you always

2010-02-01T21:10:00.002+08:00

today's pretty nice .
but just a little low nows .

hmms ,
have to cheer up & face the world tmr anyways .
gaaaahs .

baoyi ,
stay happy & strong .
cause no matter how hard you fall ,
i'll be here to push you back up .

thanks karmen ,
for your sexy present .

i cant collaspe yet ><.

If you love me,
let me know.
If not,
please gently let me go .

i loved you always

2010-01-31T20:55:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to me :D
im feeling happy & floaty now .
lols .
today's a birthday i wont forget .

you asss :}
but you're still the best .

went vivo catch The Spy Next Door .
super cute and touching kays !
ahhahas .

met yifei outside cinemaaa .
made him wait 40mins :}
sorry laaaaahs .
thanks digene , pearlyn & yifei for the presents .
:}
love you guys .

chionged home at 410 .
aiyoyo .
late for tuition .
but thanks dg for sending me home ! :D
xiexie .

tired .
shall chiong hmwork now !

- Birthday wishes - : ( earliest to lastest )
early birthday :
lin
deyun
wayne lim
kangjie
kok wooi
shao hong .

on the day itself :
12am yifei
12am joel
12am cheeguan
1204 granny
1205 lance peng
1206 karmen
1235 clarence
neil
hermun
pearlyn
digene
jiayi
diyanah
zhenyi
vincent
junhui .
& more !

Presents :
wayne lim
digene & pearlyn
yifei

digene :} and yifei , but he doesnt want to be here .

pretty ribbon !

thankyou digene & pearlyn :}

yifei's complimentary lollipop for me .

yifei's actual present .

unwrapped .

thanks wayne & family .

its perfume !

dont let me go ,
cause i love you :}

i loved you always

2010-01-30T23:22:00.002+08:00

heyyos :D
went jurong point todays...
feeling good !
ahahahas .

not going out with pearlyn anymores D:
she cant go .
abit omgs , i have another person to go out with :}
thanks dg , ahahas .

bought stuff ,
one jumpsuit type costs $60
than 1 black jacket $60 :}

made my own cake !
but gt screwed :}
IDONTCARE :D
ITS MY CAKE .

had fun ,
looking forward to tmr !

hold me tight ,
and never let me go .

i loved you always

2010-01-29T15:26:00.003+08:00

im feeling so tired .
psssst , also sweeted kays :x
my secret .
oh PEOPLE .
MY BIRTHDAY IS ON SUNDAY !
presents ? :D

KOREF was funn .
well quite .
but sad lahs , cant really play much .
stupid water obstacles * frowns *
i got injured ,
but i dont really regret much ,
cause i got to know alot of nice trainers . :D
except one UNFRIENDLY GUY .
no lahs actually he quite nice ,
( only because he give me PILLOW! )
also thanks to Joey and Shirleen trainer for taking care of me ,
They nicest kay . *^^*

First dayyyy .
assembled around 7am.
headed to kahang organic rice farm ,
the food ah , no comments .
i nvr eat finish my lunch lol .
slept with lynn , jingwen , wanling and zhenyi .
pitched the stupid tent .
like 3 times cause the rod got problem .
eeeeeeeesh .
in the end nvr collapse :D
HAH!
i pro maaaaaah .
jokings! :x

went water obstacles .
i dont like the rope thingy !
cause i fell my one and only fall there .
AND I CUT MY BUTT!
pain D:
aiyoyo .
think next 1 week cannot sit properly .
but i still enjoyed the other obstacles :D
i balanced very well okays !
but when finished ,
tcher saw my ass and went OMG , ARE YOU OKAY .
lols . not pain yet mahs .

headed to rafting .
The trainer david so funny .
I CAPSIZED 5TIMES .
3times lynn do de lorh !
super funny , climb back up then drop again .
ended up sitting to row :D.

bathed le went first aid find people put medicine .
she insisted D:
i went there lie down and bury my head with towel .
they very funny leys .
the first aider is guy ,
then i cut my butt he cannot do for me .
lols .
ask shirleen do :D
but all the rest of the trainers stare :{
i think i heard :
* Ey , you guys dont look until like that can? *
* i think the only guy that should be here is me leys .*
then all of them dispersed .
omfg .

ohwell .
the nightwalk was freaky.
anyways ,
I SLEPT EARLY :D .
like 10mins aft i lie down , dozed off le .
SLEEP LIKE A PIG .

SECOND DAY . ( this is going to be a LONG POST )
woke up at 6am .
COLDDDDD .
aiyoh .
breakfast was omg agains .
skipped and drank milo :D
so going to lose weight alr lahs .
followed class to padifield .
lols they had a MUDWAR .
heng i nvr go down .
but i still kena-ed mud :{
jingwen scared me i stepped back banged into wanling .
she covered in MUD .
ohdear .

i didnt climb the mountain .
SAD .
they scared i go up cannot go down .
so i got sent back by mr lim .
ohwells .
i stuck with 3N lo .
i only know like afew peeps , somemore not close .
haiyos .
lucky got joey .
honoured ?
lols :D .
i think hors ,
i looked like a little sister following him around leys .
omg .
anyways he owe me food :D .

at night have campfire !
lols .
as usual performed rubbish .
*claps*
but the tchers liked our performance ey .
sang the guinness song but changed the lyrics .

aft campfire went take out contacts .
went first aid put antiseptic .
omg lahs , the bed is so comfyyys .
i wanted to sleep there de lo .
but timothy & ian say they will use loud hailer wake me up :{
ohstill .
went back to my poor half collasping tent to sleep .
joey and jiayi came to share also ,
cause theirs really COLLAPSED .
ahahahs .
didnt sleep as well as the first day ,
bit squashed .

third dayy .
unpitched tent .
breakfasted :D
aiyoyo ,
so dirty ley the tent .
but in the end still finished packing .
thanks trainer david for his torchlight ,
omg so happy :D

shall remember this 3 days :}
altho got sunnburned and hurt ,
I HAD FUN ! (:

i loved those stars .
:}
so pretty .

when you told me to reach for the stars ,
you didn't tell me that it was impossible .

i loved you always

2010-01-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

went orchard shopping :D
lols !
bought a white hooded shirt and shorts
guess how much ?
:D
shirt : $59
shorts : $80

wahhahas .
super tired when reached home .
somemore got chinese tuition .
sialahhhs .
faint die .

aft tuition went see my grandparents in bedok .
doudou grow up lerhs !
:D
love my doggy .
or rather somewhat mine .
CHO KAWAII .

i loved you always

2010-01-23T22:11:00.002+08:00

busybusybusy .
lols .

sighs .
outing cancelled cause karmen got a hugehuge rash & tjai isnt feeling well .
actually neither am i .
so its postponed :}
get well soon everyone !

went out 230ish to eat chili crab at geylang .
omfg getting FATTTT .
but its my birthday meal .
i like :D

went tuition at 5pm .
actually was abit sad de lah .
but then..
i cant be always sad right !
i must be happy sometimes .

at 630 i went swensens eat light dinner :}
the nutty mighty is mine , & MINE ALONE .
mwahahahas .
delicious !
daddy ate coit towerrrrr .
aiyohs .
cheryl is getting fat !
chionged back to tuition at 8pm .
my life ahh so busy de .

homed around 10pm withh wayne :)
p.s ! he has a screwed haircut :D

mummy & daddy

Seafood crunchh salad :D

Daddy's coit tower

MINE !

i loved you always

2010-01-21T21:33:00.001+08:00

oh heys !
i did a quiz from baoyi's blog .
omfg its so true !!
credits to baoyi sweetie :D
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i loved you always

2010-01-21T19:28:00.004+08:00

omygodd .
im talking to hammer agains .
ohwell .
im glad :D
cause hes sitting next to me in class anyways !

today woke up at 750am .
GOT E-LEARNING .
:D
but i rather have school :}
chionged some elearning ,
printed out maths to go lib early to do .
gahs .
at home the comp keep tempting me to read manga !
VERY HARD TO DO HOMEWORK !

Went lib around 12ish .
shared table with chunglok :D
he came to do elearning :O
nvr ended up doing much homework ;
cause i siaosiao nvr bring calculator or chem book,
waited until Karmen, Baoyi, Mahen and Neil come then i borrow from neil :D
thankyous !

left chunglok to take care our stuff ( p.s!) ,
we went popular buy stuff for the bio thingy .
things happened but it was ok .
went back lib .
choinged out our 3D model .
USING NEWPAPERS & WIRES & DILUTED GLUE .
LOLS .
the gluing so fun .
sorry girlfriend splashed you by accident !
mahen lah D:!
he and neil glued my arms :{
went toilet to wash up and dry up .
CAMWHORED GROUP PHOTO LOLS :D

went bukit gombak cont do project .
karmen had to go alr :{
sadded .
ohwells .
finished up project then baoyi&me went chatchat .
played abit of ball .
LOLS .
if you considered that the ball nvr go in at all .
pictures & notes below !

To girlfriend :
come on ,
i know this may be a hard time for you ,
but cheer up .
We're all behind cheering for you !

To Baoyi :
Sweetie :D
Im so glad we had a heart to heart talk lorh .
felt so good .
bonding time !
must make sure our feelings get better and better kays !
lots of love from meeee .

p.s good luck and go for it girl !

To Mahen :
omfg im posting you inside my blog !
im good right ?
YOU LAH .
PAINT ME WITH GLUE :{!
but still you made me laugh lots :D
next time dont hit me with the paper tube kays !
its pain D:

note to self : i've made a friend .

To Neil :
You this siaodingdong !
which guy wears CURVECUT FBTS ?
think you sexy har !
lols .
actually maybe you are .
JOKiNG .
sorry for suaning bout your hair today okays ?
im so so sorry :D
never be mad at me .
im a good girl !

To Rebecca :

surprised to see your name here ?
lols .
actually the first few times i see you ,
i very scared of you de !
like last year omg .
hahahas .
but today i see you like very friendly .
sad no time to chat lots !
hope can be friends okay :D

photos :D

i loved you always

2010-01-19T21:28:00.002+08:00

i've realised life's unpredictable .
happy in 5mins but in the next ,
you're breaking down about to cry .

i have no idea ,
why life's like that .
a sentence , a sms , or even a word .
can totally affect a person .

now i understand .
happiness's precious .
we have to grab every chance we have .
i know myself ,
i hate being alone and sad .
its just not me .
im the cheerful sort .
even when im not i still force a smile out .
but deep inside ,
im still afraid that one day i wont smile anymore .

i hope not .
seeing girlfriend so sad today ,
i felt so helpless .
i wanted to cheer her up , make her smile .
but i know i've felt like that before .
its better to leave her alone .
Darling girl , if you ever see this .
i'll always be here for you .
no matter you're sad , happy or angry .
im here whenever you want me .
Iloveyou .

i loved you always

2010-01-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

omfg , im really so useless .
seeing my maths , studies ,
i tried to do , i tried !
but they're so hard .

im stupid i know -.-

so going to flunk everything .
like omgs .
i got every maths question wrong .
concept mistake , careless mistake , sign errors .
whole page got problem .
stressed .

i should go running soon to destress .
but at the same time im worried bout my knees .
ohwell .
shall go gym this wed or thurs .

sometimes i look at you and think ,
whats going through your mind .
in your heart ,
is there some place that i belong ?
how much i want to be that one girl you need ,
that one girl you love with your heart .
guy , you dont know .
but i love you .
Olive Juice .

i loved you always

2010-01-17T19:29:00.004+08:00

im confused ,
whats wrong with my life .
im getting so cold .

Lost Without You lyrics

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together
and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together
and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together
and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

i loved you always

2010-01-16T18:25:00.002+08:00

HEYYO .
I went walkwalk with my darling nuer Jieling todayy ,
loves her okay .
did lots of silly things tgt .
But i was late AGAIN .
made her wait 10mins .
SORRY BABY .

combed the whole of IMM & JP with her to find FBTs .
we're dumbasses .
end up finding the FBTs we want in FAIRPRICE XTRA .
mwahhaas .
omfgs !
nuer why you so skinny de .
SHE WEAR S SIZE I WEAR M .
gahhhs !
must exercise liaos .

saw alot of cwss senior and juniors today .
yijia saw me in library and jp .
his face so hilarious .
his face went practically :O .
laughdie .

omfg ,
my mom ytd almost fell in the auditorium .
she sprained her ankle pretty badly .
Actually wont so bad de lor if she let herself fall .
BUT SHE PAISEH .

aiyah .
later have tuition .
tmr then blog le .

toodles !

i loved you always

2010-01-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

Is this love ?

i wonder ,
if i will get hurt again .
i dont wish to go back to the starting point alone .

to me ,
it may be impossible that you'll like me .
but deep down i hope ..
you love me too .

im afraid of getting hurt ,
so please dont tell me ,
i've never touched your heart before .

i loved you always

2010-01-15T22:37:00.006+08:00

Lols ,
today was a nice day .
well at least i think so .

chinese was cool today .
all so funny :D
ww : vase drop on the floor ? DA ~ ?
zh: sui .
ww : DA ?!
zh : SUI .
ww : DAAAA!!!!
zh: po .
lols .

dance was achingly cool .
hoho the thai dance is finishing !
i lurvee the music .

thanks karmen's mummy for the mac dinner .
lots of love from meeeee !
pei-ed my parents to auditorium .
but i didnt go listen .
cause i dont wan hear LEAD, LEARN , LOVE agn .
srsly really boring !

zhuyu sister so cute :D
she treated me drink !
( with zhuyu's money )
lols .
i went to try climbing the talltall wall at the sports corner .
HARD LEIS .
cause imma shortie .
:{
i tried you know !
but end up also used chair .
aiyahlamak .
if i know i jiu use chair le .
now my arms all scratches .
UGLY !

pictures below !!

i loved you always

2010-01-13T17:43:00.003+08:00

im currently thinking if this is --- .
gahs .

feeling so screwed up recently .
goshs .
im stupid .

oh what have i done ?
what have i got ?
carefully thinking ,
i realised i've got nothing at all .
friends i thought i've always had ,
suddenly seems so aloof to me .
joy and happiness once dear to me ,
but now all i see is fear .

seeing my body ,
i feel so ashamed of myself .
why have i gotten like that ,
im sorry body ,
i have not taken good care of you .

its all my fault .
i shouldn't have even exist .

i loved you always ;

2010-01-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

CCA Open house todaaaaaay !
omigosh ,
muscle cramp lahh .
like everywhere D:

did makeup & hair for juniors ,
hohos ,
went down to hall advertise dance !
Karmen & i go everywhere split demo D:
painn .

slacked in canteen with karmenn ,
omigosh heartache .
my secret :{

aft openhouse went Jp ,
lols .
ate lunch with a friend , walked around ...
& went home !
lols .

photos !

darling K !

Dance tee design front !

My dance tee design ! ( back )

i loved you always

2010-01-05T13:34:00.001+08:00

i got red braces ,
Chinese new year coming mah !
D:
ewwww metal everywhere le !

but i skipped school .
mwahahahaas ,

omygod lah .
i feel ugly already .
shall not kiss anyone for 1 and a half years lol .
later he say : ey i taste metal .
lols !
joking lahs .

see first .
omgomgomg .
later sure pain .
i scared liaos D:

i loved you always

2010-01-01T21:52:00.002+08:00

Next yr class list !
wth lahh .
what C-H-A-M-P-I-O-N .
principal gone mad .
I WAN WIFEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !

my next year's classmates .
2/1 Joey Tan
2/1 Pui Boon
2/2 Chua Jiayi
2/2 Hazwani
2/2 Cheryl
2/2 Michelle
2/2 Sakinah
2/2 Al-matin
2/2 Boon Wei ( not cfm , pic blur )
2/2 JianYong ( not cfm , pic blur )
2/3 Jie Rou
2/3 Deanna
2/3 Yun Ting
2/3 Kausalya
2/3 Ethel
2/3 Rosmawati
2/3 Wan Ling
2/3 Hao Liang
2/3 Sathya
2/3 Wee Jiayi
2/3 Wee Xuanyi
2/4 Zhenyi
2/4 Cai Jun
2/4 Muhammad Aniq
2/5 Azrina Tan
2/5 Jodie
2/5 JingWen
2/5 Lynn
2/5 Liwen
2/5 Muntat

i loved you always

2010-01-01T21:35:00.002+08:00

ytd went countdown dinner at chevrons' casino royale .
lol .
sound so grand !
of course lah !
1 ticket 52bucks leyyy !
the food was nice ok !
lols .
got one angmoh singer/entertainer super good !
he can sing all kinds of song ley ;
can be elvis/michealjackson also .
he tell the joke super nice :
soldier 1 : This is a mule right ?
soldier 2 : No ! this is an ox !
soldier 1 : i think its a mule !
soldier 2 : its an ox lahhh !
Sergeant1 came : You're both wrong ! Its an ass !
i wan you two to dig a hole for the ass !
( digging hole )
Sergeant2 came : What are you two doing ? digging a foxhole ?
both soldier 1&2 : no , we're digging an asshole !

LOLS .

aiyahhhh .
he good lah .
angmoh can sing tamil & hokkien also !
lols .
the mc even more best .
alot of time make me laugh until tummy pain .
i saw a guy ...
21/22 yrs old .
look like my exboyfriend ley !
almost exactly the same !
*faints*
his name neo sth sth de .
omg .

okok pictures !

Chevrons .

quick picture at toilet , lol screwed !

lols ! SHARKFIN , GROUPER , PRAWN . jealous ?

too dark D:

Chevrons' Casino Royale .

Compare with below , alike right ! :{
scaredieme .

i see him i tiochua . thot my exboyfriend ley .

i loved you always

2010-01-01T11:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE !
i shall post my countdown dinner later !
May everybody have a great year ahead !

gonna have kfc for lunch later lols .
getting fat ==
lols! .

i loved you always

2009-12-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

i went to bugis today ! :}
lols !
with my dearest brother , iangoh !
watched Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 !
Kawaii !!

lol .
before that walked around & around Bugis junction .
Tired D:

watched le followed him go his house take $$ .
cause i so bad make him treat me :}
hoorays .

mwahahaa .
went lavendar pei him eat .
omigosh .
his friend so shy bt so cute !
hope he nvr see ! :}

hohos !
shall maple now !
buhhhbyeeeeees .

i loved you always

2009-12-28T11:45:00.003+08:00

i love this song :}

{ pinyin }

Mei You Ru Guo

* ru guo wo shuo
ai wo mei you ru guo
cuo guo jiu guo
ni shi bu shi hui nan guo
ruo ru guo na lai dang jie kou
na shi bu shi you yi dian ruo

ru guo wo shuo
ai wo mei you ru guo
zhen de ai wo
jiu fang shou yi bo
hai xiang shen me hai
pa shen me
kuai qian qi wo de shou /

you ren shuo
shi jie shang zui yao yuan
de ju li bu shi sheng yu si
er shi wo jiu zhan zai ni mian qian
ni que bu zhi dao wo
ai ni

** wo chang shuo
ru guo ren lei lian ai
yi ge ren dou bei zi
ji bang zhu
na shi jie mo ri yi lai dao
bu xu yao deng dao
di qiu hui mie diao
de na tian //

(Repeat *)

ru guo
ru guo
mei you ru guo
ru guo ru guo
zui hou bian cheng lu guo
wo ye bu neng jie shou
cuo guo cuo guo bu neng cuo guo
cuo guo cuo guo
wo bi ni geng nan guo
wo bu hui yi cuo zai cuo
ai
zhe ci bu yao zai sui bian cuo guo

(Repeat **)

bie pa tai kuai le
bie pa tai kuai le
bie pa shi qu wo

(Repeat *)

kuai qian qi wo de shou

(Repeat *, *, *)

ru guo wo shuo
ai wo mei you ru guo

{ English Translation }

There's No 'If' - Fish Leong

What if I said, there's no 'if' in loving me?
If you let the chance pass you by, then you won't have another. Would you be sad?
What if we were together for this reason? Would that be good enough?

What if I said, there's no 'if' in loving me? If you really love me, then take the risk and seize the chance.
What are you waiting for? Come and take my hand.

Someone once said, the greatest distance in the world is not life and death,
it's my standing in front of you, and your not knowing that I love you.

I always say, if mankind is held back by itself even in loving somebody,
then the world has already ended. No need to wait for the earth's destruction.

What if I said, there's no 'if' in loving me?
If you let the chance pass, you won't have another. Would that make you sad?
What if we were together for this reason? Would that be good enough?

What if I said, there's no 'if' in loving me? If you really love me, then take the risk and seize the chance.
What are you waiting for? Come and take my hand.

Don't be afraid to be happy.
Don't be afraid to lose me.

i loved you always

2009-12-26T21:12:00.004+08:00

heyos ,
shall just post for today .
im kinda lazy to post my genting trip photos yet .
sorry peeeps !
imma lazy girl !
i went out shopping at vivo with girlfren & kj again :}
lots of love to you guys !
bought clothes ,
mummy gave me 50dollars to do lat christmas shopping :D!
aint she nice ?
lols ,
pictures speak a thousand words .
im lazy anyways !
so here they are !

in Levi's waiting for kj to try finish his jeannns :}

In bus on the way home ,

im actually not supposed to post this but... wakakakaz ,

trying on this grey tube from fox ! too tight ):

i bought this green tube tho !

this was from nichii ! $15.21

pretty ? nichii's too . i think this is $17

green tube from fox ! $13.80

ohboyyy ,
im happy today :}

i loved you always

2009-12-21T12:04:00.002+08:00

helloooooos !
im coming back on christmas ,
anyone missing me ?
):
wifey , do you ?
ohwell i hope so .

hohos ,
im in kl now .
watch jigoku shoujo .
boreddd but maybe going swimming later .
(:
wakakakaakaaaaaaz ,

lets write a christmas letter .

dear sannnnntaaaaa ,
do you have internet now ?
i hope so .
i want a present this christmas .
will you grant me this wish ?
(:
i wan a fluuffffyy cutie stuffed doggy ,
pretty pleaseeee .
ohoh , and i want all my beloved friends to be forever happy .
(:
thankyou santaaa .
with love , Cheryl (:

lols .
shall continue watching my anime .
buhbyeeee .

p.s maybe i shall change my blogskin later .

i loved you always

2009-11-29T00:03:00.003+08:00

last post while im in sg :D
going msia tmr .
taking the 8am train ,

well i shall show some unglam picture of my shoes .
i was washing them . then i see the colour diff i was like omg .
lols ,
seeeee.........

oooh , dance was superglam today .
beautiful eyeshadow , long pony tail .
*pearlyn : POMPOM!*
lol ,
and my favourite long EYELASHES .
i feeel pretty lol .
no lah ,
but i woke up at 638am today .
overslept ==
chionged out w/o realising i nvr bring PE attire or Ezlink .
had to go home in costume T.T
ugly .
gah .
had lunch with Pearlyn at kfc before car-ing home .
Love you all ,
Shall miss you D:
esp bestie & wifeyy !

dance photos !

I super love this one ! Joey's so pretty !

okays , unglammmmmm . but check out my LONG EYELASHES !

Wifeyyy !

couple of bad kids , stay away & beware !

i loved you always

2009-11-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

a short short update ,

urgh ,
due to my super suaynesss ,
my psp isnt working again ==
aft only getting it fixed at 1pm .
yah .
wth .

nvm ,
im going to get it fixed agn tmr .
wtf , wasted 30bucks .
==

woke up around 8isham .
my beauty sleep ):
got dragged to temple .
ohwell ,
as usual got smoky and stinky .
then went chinatown shopping for stuff .
got my psp done for $30 + 15 free games .
but as you see the top ,
its spoilt agn .
wtf .

waited at JE int for joey to arrive ,
my shirt for performance .
ohwell .
:D
thanks joeey .

fyi readers ,
im going to malaysia on 29th nov ,
and most probably be back on the 24th of dec .
cant text ):
but i should be able to on msn .
i think ah ,
i thinking only .
of course will buy stuff & take photos with my beloved shermaine .
lols .
my hubby *shy*
lol , karmen please dont jealous if you ever see this ):
i love you lots too !
ohlol .
im talking to myself .

nvm , shall maple now .
buhbyeeees .

i loved you always

2009-11-18T19:32:00.011+08:00

super fun day ! :D
ohhhh , with girlfriend & kj !
woke up around 930ish .
changed blahblahblah ..
get ready ....
omg .
skipksipskip .

rushed out to meet karmen & kj .
teehees sorry im always late !
D:
lols ,
karmen wore heels & got a blister .
tsktsk !
see lah !
nice heels get you trouble D:
had subway for lunch .
terriyaki chicken for me .
:D
i couldnt find my tie in daiso D:

headed on to vivocity .
took mrt there .
lols .
we dont really know how to go noh .
but oh well .
WE GOT THERE WITH THE HELP OF SIGNBOARDS !
hohos .
headed to playground first .
aiyuh .
fun leh :D
swing round and round and round .
took alot of unglam photos D:
but i dont care .
hehehes .

went wading pool next .
I GOT WET ,
ALL WET D:!!
ALL YOUR FAULT , KJ!!
):
lucky my shirt black cannot see thru .
lols .
tsk .
hair got super messy ,

dried up and headed for shopping !
kj needed clothes .
hmmm .
hohos .
he got 6pac lehhh .
not bad .
smexy worh !

met up with another friend .
went arcade :D!!
Parapara-ed .
i realised im pretty good at it !
teeheee .
but i totally failed guitarhero & the basketball thingy .
my aiming fail D:

had super fun today .
shall bathe !
buhbye !

~+~+~+~++~+~+~+~+~++~
(unglam) Photos !

karmen swinging around . lols

SEEESAW! lols kj & k .

hahahahas , kj & me ! almost fell here D:

weeeeee ? lols :D!

stupid unglam face , but its fun !

pole dancing karmen ! :D

kj why you so skinny ):

my two beloved girlfriend & boyfriend ! (insidejoke :D)

im the one pouting behind =x

i think its karmen's feet .

idk what happen to my hair D:

OHHHH ! THE 4 SEXY SHIRT SERIES!

Mr Asshole :D

Mr Masturbate D:

Mr Horny :D!

Mr Perv!

so fun ,
:D

i loved you always

2009-11-16T18:02:00.014+08:00

Shall post all the shopping photos for sat and today .
hohos .
went jp shopping with Jieling nuer today .
:D
destress you know !
i so stressed recently ._.
yah ,
and great i spent $93.50 today .
no money for sometime liaos .
okayokay .
picture time .

---

Saturday .

black lacy top , spagetti strap , $20

close up

---
Today's shopping !
---

grey long shirt , my own tube . total : $24
(supposed to have a black even longer shirt inside but i didnt like it so i removed it)

the back of the grey piece

COAX Black denim shorts , $24 , pretty ey ?

COAX JEANS Label :D

Black tee from OceanParadise , $22

SDC Carolina shirt from JimmyZ , $14.50

i loved you always

2009-11-14T21:44:00.001+08:00

i keep smelling the fragrance of promise
i guess the wind that swept by you is passing by my side right now
maybe it's a sunshine in my heart that shines on only you
it even embraces the painful scars

love you
bringing you up, i close my eyes tight once again
i love you. if i can fill up both your eyes
i love you. if i show you my laughter
i'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
i love you. if i can convey this heart to you
i love you. if you teach that heart
i'll become like it in every way
love you, love you, love you, forever

i'm walking, following you, hiding behind the moonlight
what do i do if you don't notice
should i make another request to the clouds to rain again
so i can hold your wet heart

love you
bringing you up, i close my eyes tight once again
i love you. if i can fill up both your eyes
i love you. if i show you my laughter
i'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
i love you. if i can convey this heart to you
i love you. if you teach that heart
i'll become like it in every way
love you, love you, love you, forever .

~~~~~~~~~

geeesh ,
so romantic .
makes me wanna find a guy D:
but ohwell nvm .

i loved you always

2009-11-14T20:41:00.002+08:00

wth .
wth .
wth .

i figured that i wanted to know whose my nextyr classmates .
then i only ended up with 13 names .
okay .
idk why .

here are my fab classmates .
urgh ><

2/1
Lim Ye Min
Maisarah Bte Abdul Jalil
Sim Zhi Ming
R Venkat

2/2
Chua Jia Yi
Felicia Kwek Zhen Yi
Cheryl :D
Tay Shiyun Amanda
Wee Jing Hui
Amir Rafie' B Mohamad Jasmani
Elson Wee Liang Qing

2/4
Henry Alexander Santosa
Ow Di Gene

okays .
hi~ future classmates .
idk how to make a class with THIRTEEN PEOPLE .
the school so pro .

im tired .
shall sleep now .

i loved you always

2009-11-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

its a super cold day D:!
urghh .

woke up 10ish .
chiong to get ready ,
meeting pearl at 12 at JE int .
for the first time i was earlier than her :D!
she was later than me by 10mins .
oh well .
nvm .
i was later for dance by half an hour !
omg .
lucky nvr get scolded .
took my sec3 books from bookshop too .
hmm .
VERY HEAVY .
hands have bruises now D:
nono .
i mean aching .

dance was tiring but still enjoyed it .
needa borrow white long sleeved workshirt .
anyone have ? D:
not dancing SYF on 28 anymore ):
dancing modern dance liaos .
its okay .
it still dance :D

aft dance waited in canteen with K & P .
K's mom on the way to fetch .
while poor pearlyn and me had to go home in the rain .
im gonna melt soon D:
it was uberuber cold .
esp aft my icechingteng !
(bought from bubbleteashop)
shivered home .

anyways ,
specials thanks to pearlyn ,
which helped me carry my uber heavy books into the train .
oh ,
i've lost weight again :D

feeling very uneasy now .
D:
aft reading some very disturbing news article .
gah .
like gonna vomit D:
shall rest awhile now .

i loved you always

2009-11-08T10:32:00.002+08:00

sorry peeps ;
was so tired ytd aft cip & tuition that i didnt blog or onlined msn .
lols .
rare that i dont use comp hor..
but yeah .
too tired ):

shall blog about ytd now .
later i too lazy then nvr blog le .

got woken up at 630 ytd .
omg .
its a saturday ._.
lol ,
washed up , breakfast-ed , maple-ed awhile .
thn changed & chiong to sengkang .
phews .
lol , so qiao , i saw leikyu at mrt also .
omg .
we took the same train .
he also going for the cip .
then train to sengkang ,
saw elson , bangsong & zhenhao .
piangeh , all so coincidental .
nvm ,
next year we not classmates anymore le .

reached around 940 .
woah !
the moove shirt is nice .
big uberuber huge .
): my M size like XL like that ey .
gah .
got briefed & blahblahs .
we selling badges , 1 for $2 .
all donations go to home nursing foundation kay .
during briefing so funny .
i resting my donation tin on the wooden cow ,
then suddenly got guy come over and put coins inside .
we were like OMG .
lol .
mine first to have money (:

hang on * intermission *
lemme finish my noodles .

okay back-ed .
we split up to find people to buy the badges .
lol , we are allowed to go anywhere .
but must go back to report for lunch at 1230 .
hoho .
at 1230 ,
i left 34 badges out of 50 badges edi .
sheeesh .
alot people wan to donate but dont want the badge .

got all hot and sweaty .
but got KFC lunch lol .
the value box one .
was superfull aft that .
i met new friends also , qiaofen & christina .
they 17 but pssst , they shorter than me :X
no offence if you ever read this ):
but then again , they are super nice people !
christina actually lived 2 blocks away from me ._.
they say they one day wanna crash my house ):

at the end of the whole cip thingy ,
was 3.30ish or 4ish lah .
i sold 30 badges .
*proud*
lol .
went walkwalk around compass point with qf & chris .
wahhh .
bought a bag of potato chips to keep me company .
i so pig .
*pouts*

homed at 6ish .
gah .
couldnt sms properly on the mrt .
was so sleepy & the seats were suddenly so comfortable .
lol .
but still ..
aiyah .
i reached home and bombed on my bed .
the wonder of the bed .
D:
fckin tired luh .
but 7 went down for dinner ..
ate horfun .
tmd if i put on weight i might faint .

*pssst , but i didnt put on weight today!*

8pm chionged for tuition .
chatted crap with mrlee more than i did work .
SOLLI LAH , PEOPLE TOO TIRED .
mwahahaaa .
gah .

10 reached homed .
crashed on bed again & fell asleep .
11ish i woke up .
realised haven text guy .
texted him i reached home & blahblahblahhh
but i think i fell asleep again before i read his replies ._.
ohwell .

lets jump back to reality ,
today . 8Noveber2009 .
wokeup around 1030ish .
rolled over and fumbled with phone .

lets skip this part .
i dont wannt to tell you what happened .
): bye peeps im done with blogging .
maybe later .

life's so complicated ,
even a simple word ,
could destroy the happy days in life .
you mattered to me more than you think .

i loved you always

2009-11-06T21:16:00.003+08:00

well this is to just pour most of things out .
urgh .

im taking one step at a time , trying my best not to fall ,
its like learning how to walk or ride a bike (which i still dont know how )
the first step is always the hardest .
like you have to trust the bike ermm..
*bikeyy , dont let me fall alrights ?*
sth like that .
urgh .
lifes not beeen well this week .
currently hate my life ):
im supposed to be a happy-go-lucky girl D:
i hate stress ,
ugh..
wheres the happy part .
ohwell .
maybe i ate it .
):
im just..
urgh , sad .

back to reality .
woke up like 5.50 today .
wth is this ?
a school day ?
nono , its marketing day .
ohwell .
was looking forward to go nanhua for marketing :D

and woahhhhhhhhh .
mr koh was so nice and bubbly today .
the fierce part disappeared :D
*the bumble bee , karmen !*
lol , inside joke :X
well ..
throat super dry aft every 2 briefings .
hahaha got parents say my briefing is clear (:
so happy .

was tired aft that...
slacking in library with k , yf , p & l .
argh ,
couldnt open my eyes properly during dance .
i think i walked like a drunk person when i went home .
& omg lol !
the coffeeshop guy said hi & talked to me .
tsk ,
the uncle so nice .

im just crapping .
urgh .
well ,
time to go back to my emo corner & snooze ):

goodbyes ,
& hopefully no more nightmares today .

i loved you always

2009-11-04T18:56:00.004+08:00

somebody please buy this cute doggy for me ....
please , its from minitoons at jp ):
so cute .

woah ;
went jp today to watch poker king .
hohos .
its nice alright .
but the show was 2hr .
buttcramp D:

oh this morning ,
woke up at ard 9ish .
showered & ate a sandwich .
spent 15mins doing my hair lol !
was thinking whether to put down fringe not .
but as you can see in my picture .
i didnt in the end .
argh .
aft that settled down to play com abit .
hohos .

rushed out at 1.10 .
omg , i almost late .
teehees ,
but still caught the movie .
thankyous flen for the movie !

erhems i rate the the poker king as 4.5/5 !
go watch !
well ,
had fun today .

i loved you always

2009-11-03T19:44:00.002+08:00

got up around 7ishh .
yawned & recalled the night before .
sighhed & went to wash up .

had maths lesson at 10 .
met karmen & pearlyn around 9ish
they had lesson at 930 ..

ended at 1130 ,
rushed to pepperlunch to meet p & k .
the seafood pepperlunch was pretty nice .
no wait .
its is nice .

k wanted to meet yf ,
so everybody cabbed to jp .
hooray .,
he didnt come after all .
went mac to eat (drown) my sorrows .
okay regretted .
nt used to eating alot .
tummy pain .
pearlyn had headache .
and wth , k nothing wrong .
in fact she was still hungry !
D:
wth ,
forget it lahh ,,

danced from 2.30 to 5 .
tcher not feeling well ,
left at 430 .
*emo-ed*
*danced*
*stretched*
*showcased*
done .
went toilet wash up .
gloomed ,
urgh .
gah .
goooh .
nvm .

homed with pearlyn .
yeahhs .
end of day .
listless .
urgh .
goodnight .

im going crazy ,
yeah .
from you .
but i have no idea what to do .
except cry .

i loved you always

2009-10-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

ahh .
okay .

its the last day of school .
its the last day of school .
its the last day of school .
its the last day of school .
its the last day of school .
its the last day of school .

enough about that .
but lol !
lets celebrate .
because its.....

its the start of the holidays .
its the start of the holidays .
its the start of the holidays .
its the start of the holidays .
its the start of the holidays .
its the start of the holidays .

okays .
im being stupid :D
but still ....
nvm .
hohos .
dance was pretty ok .

went gymming with my puppy mother...
well shes sorta huge & when she runs ...
yes , she looks like a puppy .
ohwell .
daddy followed too .
that mad person ran so fast on tredmill ._.
later he fall im so gonna laugh !

aiyah .
i wanna go sleep edi .
nightos everyone !

i loved you always

2009-10-29T23:06:00.001+08:00

headache .
but haha i survived home !
maybe crawled abit D:
but lol i am home !

collapsed on bed for awhile .
then got up rdmly just to cook jelly .
why ?
because i felt like it .
erm , but according to someone ,
im just some rdm crazy girl .
ohwell .
i kindof agreeeeee .

shall make this a shortshort post .
and shall show the pictures :D

EQUIPMENT!

Boiling the erm .. jelly sauce ?

pouring out into my mould ! :D

figured that ; there wasnt enough for me to eat ..
so theres the stawbelli one !

boil and blahblahblahh....

ITS DONE !

i loved you always

2009-10-27T19:32:00.005+08:00

muscle ache D:!
this morning couldnt walk properly ..
lucky still can dance .

nervous during the marketing dance performance .
so we screwed up the whole thing .
*claps*
we forgot alot of steps & positions .
lol .
we so pro .
):
i scraped my ankle .
PAIN!!!!
thankfully got ALDA's miraculous plaster !
ahahahas ;
chase all the pain away !

went back school ,
played with hair straightener .
lol .
hair straightstraight le kays !
woahh ;
got back my rankings today .
my overall subjects percentile : 69%
class position : 13
level position : 65
cool !
hope can go trihumans :D

dragged my aching body to dance in the afternoon .
D:
my collarbone there very painful .
plus kaixin & me got splitting headaches .
wheres my panadol when i need it !
tmd .
whoaaaah ;
survived my way home .
now i shall blog before collasping on my bed .
goodbye !

Photos aft marketing !

pretty ?

My hair straightener !

Kelly's hair straightener !

Almost done ! ahhahaa ;

i loved you always

2009-10-26T23:26:00.005+08:00

omg ;
super tired .

silly girlf reached sch at 7 today .
hohos ;
i slowly walk & reached at 8 .
practiced marketing dance until 12+
woah dismissed ;

shall post our silly photo later .
camwhored in the toilet .

went to friend's house aft dance .
):
got bullied .
but i slept my headache away :D
hohos .

mum dragged me to gym just now .
so now im super tired !
shall go to my lala-land now .
toodles !

Crazy pictures ;
pssssst , im in white .

i loved you always

2009-10-25T22:35:00.002+08:00

woahhhs ;
tummy pain .
ouchiie .

ohbothers ;
i going to sleep soon .
tmr going sch for dance .

oh yeah , updated my blog picture too .
cheese everyone !
happy aft-exams ;

guy ;
dont be so cold to me ,
i might not be able to take it .

i loved you always

2009-10-23T19:15:00.003+08:00

lalaaaaaa earthlings !
beeen mapling and letting my blog rot recently :X
omg , guilty .
wtf ; pray i can go triple humannns leh .

SA2 results ;
English overall : 69/100 B3
Chinese overall : 59/100 C5 ==
Maths overall : 55/100 C5
Science overall : 61/100 B4

seee i deproved like wtf mannn .

Overall whole year results D:
English : 68/100 B3
Chinese : 60/100 B4 yay !
History : 80+ (i forgt !) A1
Geog : 65++ B3
Maths : 56/100 C5
Science : 59/100 C5 . WTF. 1 more mark .

fuck .
now worry for class liaos .

i plan to rank my choices as :
1 . triple humans + bio
2. triple humans + phy
3. triple science + geog
4. triple science + econs
5. bio + chem
6. phy + chem

lol .
i think i can get in uhhhh .
I THINK ONLY HOR .
pray hard dont die .

off to bathe now earthlings !

p.s i dancing for sch marketing D:
tiringgggggg~~~~
monday got dance also ....

i loved you always

2009-10-17T16:44:00.001+08:00

Hellos im just back from Jurong point !
ahahahahs ;
i bought a new grey shirt :D
nice ?
picture on top !
i know my hair is screwed but ;
urgh i dont care :D

fucking dizzy & uncomfy aft taxi ride home .
no wonder i hate taxis .
urgh ,
i shall go lie down awhile .

bye earthlings !

i loved you always

2009-10-16T22:27:00.001+08:00

phew ;
fucking tired .
we had to do house to house interview ;
for the PA cc programme thingy .
sweat like one pig lol .

so tired ._.
i think i shall go rest now .
nights earthlings !

i loved you always

2009-10-16T17:21:00.001+08:00

Just back from westmall !
woahh 500 days of summer was pretty sad ;
mimics narrator ; *this is not a love story*

lol !
special thanks to my sponser jiejun !
super nice of him .
homed around 5 like that uh ,

i not going gym edi ,
going for volunteer work at 8pm ._.
being a nice girl alrights !
ohwell ,
hope i will learn sth from it .

will post about the volunteer thingy tonight !
oh ,
p.s Happy Marking Day !

i loved you always

2009-10-14T19:22:00.004+08:00

science was fucking hard ):
boohoos ;
ohwells .
pray still can make it for triple humans ,
*prays hardhard D:*

lol but still exams are over !
Laughs ;
my mood is good .
oh yeah before i forget ,
Jeidy : happy 1st year anni with your boyf !

chionged to jp watch Shorts with clara :D
actually wanted to watch the 3D meatballs one .
but cannot make it .
we ended like 1015
& the show starts at 1030 in westmall .
Argh ! but ohwell .
theres still a next time :D
Shorts was pretty funny ,
but lil boring .
so gonna watch the megan fox movie when it come out .
loooooooks good !
went to friend's house aft jp .

lol saw one couple uh in the mrt platform there .
the girl was like lying down .__.
OBSCENE !
i feel like giving the picture to STOMP lol .
Then the money share with clara 50/50 kays !

still play abit of maple now :O
oops , wait i have to bathe first .

i loved you always

2009-10-13T13:49:00.001+08:00

Okay ,
last exam tmr .
its the cheem science ):
ohwell .

shall go study at 3pm .
now do abit of facebooking :D
mwahahahas .

todays' paper was screwed .
srsly .
urghh .
can pass i should be happy edi .
D:

screwed .
Chiong ahhhhh !!!

i loved you always

2009-10-10T12:30:00.002+08:00

i cut bangs ._.
dont laugh !
but heckcares ;
i quite like (:

so lazy to study .
hmmm ,
but exam is on monday .
ohbothers .

mwahahahaaa ;
just bought my maths revision book .
shall do it now

toodles !
i loved you always

2009-10-08T22:08:00.003+08:00

crazylittlegirl on top .

lol .
uber short post .
just to revive the blog abit .

school was sian as usual ,
but i got listen kay .
cause exams next week ):
today also the first exam for sec3s .
seniors jiayous !
ahahahas .

laughed like crazy at someone today .
his hair got cut by terrence&rafeek .
tsk .
no wonder they tchers not hairdressers .
so ugly and so uneven .
ohwell .
aft school walked around & studied .

train-ed home around 6.
hor !
dont go so close kays .
almost got caught :X

i loved you always

2009-10-06T20:21:00.002+08:00

school was alrights .
didnt take pe tho ,
wasnt feeling that well .
ahh ,
exams are comingcomingcoming .
what if i fail ,,
omg .

arranged to study at lib aft sch .
ohwell .
i did study okays .
did one chapter of science .
omg so proud of myself .
had lots of fun and laughter as well .
lol , worries erased .
homed around 6.10pm .

boyf uh ! wont fail de lah .
jiayous & iloveu !

i loved you always

2009-10-05T19:26:00.004+08:00

*laughs*
texted n. & boyf in school today .
omg .
baby good luck for your Nlvls !
arranged to meet neil aft school to go lib study .
eyy , seee i so guai !
wahahahaaa .

& yay !
got people bring me home .
wont lonely kays .
lalalalalalaaaaaaas~~~~!
aboo ,
take care of your leg uh !

blogged secretlyy byyyy ~~~
CHERYL !
*winks*

i loved you always

2009-10-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

another quiz to relieve stress .
------------------------------------------------

1.You’re really upset, who is the first guy you go to?
guangyuan , or maybe jovene ?

2. You’re really upset, who is the first girl you go to?
karmen i guess .

3. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
i hate smokers .

4. Can you do a cartwheel?
yes , manymany (:

5. Last person you MSNed?
jovene .

6. Do you prefer to take showers in the morning or at night?
night .

7. Have you been to New York City?
yeahhs , when i was small .

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
junhui .

9. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life?
i think so .

10. Would you want to change your name?
not really .

11. How many piercings do you have?
4 , 2 each ear .

12. Which year has been the worst so far?
secondary 2 .

13. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place?
dont think so .

14. Last time you laughed really hard?
i dont remember when .

15. When is your next road trip?
not sure .

16. Where is your handphone?
on my lap .

17. Do you know anyone by the name of Dennis?
guess not .

18. Where is your pet(s) right now?
i dont have one .

19. What color phone do you have?
White and red , sony ericsson W595 .

20. What color are your eyes?
Darkbrown .

21. Does a heartbreak feel as bad as it sounds?
yes , it feels much much more worse .

22. Have you eaten popcorn in the past 48 hours?
no .

23. What happened at 10:00 am today?
was mugging chinese .

24. Do you need to say anything to anyone?
im sorry , to a certain someone .

25. How do you feel?
weird .

26. When was the last time you cried?
today .

27. Where is your mother right now?
in her room .

28. What is bothering you right now?
many things .

29. Ever seen somebody get shot?
no .

31. Do you fight with your grandparents often?
yes i suppose .

32. The thing that was bothering you before, is it still bothering you?
yeah duh .

33. Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine .

34. Do you think the whole day is better if you smoke pot?
no .

35. Do you get butterflies every time you see the one you like?
most of the time .

36. Do you get mad or discouraged when you’re wrong?
yeah, but i learn from it .

37. What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
rub my eyes and say, "yeah?"

38. Are you crazy?
i think so .

39. Last thing you drank?
water .

40. How was your weekend?
ey , i dont know .

i loved you always

2009-09-27T17:03:00.017+08:00

woke up at 9+ .
woah , texted wenye & junhui a goodmorning .
then went to help out with making moontart&mooncake .
lol !
my mother luh ,
make us laugh laugh laugh .
ey ,
*frowns* i laugh until i drop my mooncake :X
fun lah dey !
texted people with oily fingers :D

okays ,
i took lots of pictures also kay ! .
step by step de hor .
you see ahh .

Making MOONTART .

Step 1 : Prepare ingredients .
Step 2 : Make the dough !
Step 3 : mix & make the shapes .

Step 4 : Apply egg yolk on top of the finished ones .
Step 5 : Throw it into the oven for 15 minutes :D
TAAAADAAA . And you get moontarts !
Step 6 : Wrap it nicely in plastics boxes
so that you can give it to your friends or family .

making snowskin mooncake :

Step 1 : Weigh out the flour .
(ooops ruined dough) *ignore this!*
Step 2 : Mix the dough in whatever colour you want .
Step 3 : place dough ball with lotus paste in it inside the mould .
AND TAAADAAA ; you get snowskin mooncakes !

I tried putting chocolate in it :X
Step 4: Wrapping it with aluminium wrap so as to not let the choc melt .
Store in Refrigerator .
Enjoy !

i loved you always

2009-09-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

I credit this quiz to WenYe !
ahahahs ,

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 6 YEARS??

-------------6 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?
8.

2.) Where did you go to school?
Nan Hua Pri Sch

3.) Where did you work?
i was schooling eh .

4.) Where did you live?
Clementi

5.) Where did you hang out?
piangeh , 8 wan hang where ?

6) Who was your best friend?
ey ? i think it was boonfang .

7.) How many tattoos did you have?
0

8.) How many piercings did you have?
2 .

9.) What car did you drive?
im 8 please .

10.) Had you been to a real party?
guess not .

11.) Had You had your heart broken?
too young .

12.)Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
uhhhh .

-------------3 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?:
11.

2.) Where did you go to school?
Still in nanhua .

3.) Where did you work?
nowhere .

4.) Where did you live?:
Clementi .

5.) Where did you hang out?
at home ):

6.) How many tattoos did you have?
0 .

7.) How many piercings did you have?
2 .

8) What car did you drive?
too young still !

9) Had your heart broken?
guess not .

13) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Taken :X

--------------------Today--------------------

1.) How old are you?:
14 .

2.) Where do you go to school?
Commonwealth Secondary School .

3.) Where do you work?
errr , nowhere .

4.) Where do you live?
Clementi still .

5.) Where do you hang out?
jurongpoint , westmall ? anywhere near .

7.) Who was your childhood best bud and still is your buddy?
I dont have one :X

9.) How many tattoos do you have?
zeeeeeero .

10.) How many piercings do you have?
FOUR ! :D

11) What car do you drive?
nonono , underage .

12) Had your heart broken?
yes D:

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
single for now .

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
1 MINUTE AGO: Fb .
1 HOUR AGO: Washing my face .
1 DAY AGO: Asleep i think , or reading book on my bed .
1 YEAR AGO: I forgot .

First piercing: 3 .
First credit card: i want one !
Last movie seen in theaters: Accident , with Jiayi .
Last food consumed: chicken rice , 5 hours ago .
Last person you texted/called: Wen Ye
Last drink drank: orange squash at nh .

SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: short , cheery .
I HAVE: i dont get it .
I LIKE: happy days !
I WISH: no unhappiness for everyone !

FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 8 .
COLOUR: Blue .
DAY(S): ey ? i dont have one .
MONTH(S): January , my birthday !
SEASON: Autumn , not too cold or hot .
DRINK: Give me soyabean or milobing anytime .

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: yeahh , an hour ago .
HELPED SOMEONE?: i helped teacher carry water !
GOTTEN SICK?: guess not .
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nope .
SAID 'I love you'?: uhhh , no .
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: i kicked my diarywriting habit .
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: nahhs.

_______ Best ________
1. Best age: 6 .
2. Best Memory: uhh , been a sotong & still a sotong .

_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: 5.40am
2. Day Of The Week: Mondays .
3. Food: gross bitter stuff .
4. Memory: everyday ? :D

_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: My granny .
2. Phone call: Ong San Yu .

_______ First ________
1. Serious b/f or g/f: primary 5 .
2. Job: student.

_______ Today ________
1.listening to now: Justin Timberlake, what comes around goes around .
2. Tonight: will daydream on myy bed awhile .
3. Wearing: blue tee & levis shorts .
4. What did you eat for lunch: did i eat ? i forgot .

_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: horrible sunday
2. Got any plans: tuition i guess .
3. Goal: study abit .
4. Dislikes about tomorrow?: CHINESE TUITION .
5. Likes about tomorrow: relax , read finish my SGS .

i loved you always

2009-09-26T21:54:00.004+08:00

hellos all ,
wont be blogging or online until aft exams .
which is like 14 sept ?
cause promised mom ;
if i went for nh latern fest then i wont use com .

woke up this morning .
blurblur walk into kitchen ,
woahh got redbean soup smell .
*gleams*
ahma cook one kay .
supergoood :B

aiyohs .
com-ed until 3++ .
ran all the way to english tuition .
woahhh , gy's looking good !
*salivate*
oops !
i sound like pervert edi :X
but like Hi , you look nice .

Aft tuition , chionged home bathe & changed .
ahma dont let me go before eating ):
horrible !
ohwell .
reach nh like 7 .
waited & waited & waited for ongsanyu .
eeeediot , *pout*
in the end also pangseh me .

Hohos ,
lucky got people pei me walkwalk .
if not i boreddie edi lo .
mmmm , that Bryan hor .
whole day bully me .
piangeh !
where got junior bully senior one !
go burn lantern somemore !
i burn your pigu uh !
D:

had fun with wy tho .
chatted lots of rubbish .
sad abit when he had to go .
Lol !
i had to go 10 mins later also anyways :X
ahhh .
had fun today .

girl ,
do i really mean nothing to you ?
it breaks my heart ,
knowing im invisible .

2009-09-25T21:07:00.003+08:00

Firstly ,
Lets wish Kaixin a very happy birthday !
psst , like your present ? :D
hahahahs
*claps*

school was you know ,
boring as usual .
==
Mrs loh made a BIGG FUSS bout our sitting arrangement today .
stupid lah she .

Aft that was science .
Woohoos~~!
Norilah absent .
*plays daiti*
Oops !
Sorry Ms Aw .
Lol .
She nice, pretty and 23 !

Woahh!
Aft school ,
bus-ed to westmall with jiayi .
watch Accident ,
i like lehhs !
uber exciting ,
but eww some area very gross ,
like how they kill the people .
*frowns*
mm .
Jiayi gonna gib me one pair of THHICCKK earstick :D
one is the size of 5 earsticks siahh .
wonder if can put in not .

Train-ed&Bus-ed to nanhua .
heys nanhuaians !
Tmr got Lantern Fest kay !
Around 6pm start edi ,
dont be late :D
Helped tcher to do the foyer board .
*hand flops*
SUAN DE LEH !

homed around 6pm .

i loved you always

2009-09-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

yerrr , these few day never gamble .
i kick the habit edi :X
See i so guai .

Norilah make us stay back aft assembly to check ct papers .
i got 22/35 .
Mwahahaha ! B leh .
B LEHH .
:D
But she idiot lah !
so many things never teach us .
If not sure score better de D:

Whoa ;
Whiteout is nice :D!
but super chiji .
the girl so poor thing ):
have to amputate 2 finger off cause of the murderer !
eeeeediot !
lol .
Its a must catch kay !
was pretty cold inside .
Brrr !

Aft movie mrt-ed home.
Lol , chat rubbish .

Candddddddid !

i loved you always

2009-09-19T16:17:00.002+08:00

hohos !
went to library this morning ,
stupid mushhroom ,
so late then come !
urgh .

super lot of questions dont know how to do ):
saddieme .
i tink eoy gone case already .
haiyos .
why i slept so much .
*regretgret*
solli , i velli remorse .

ohwell .
then today learn quite lot of things .
hehhehs .
then daddy fetched me home from lib .
*waves to mush*

homed & ate rice .
woahhs .
im still hungry ! :X
lol .
gonna audi soon .

TTYLs !
p.s like my new profile pic ?

i loved you always marquee>

2009-09-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

hahas ,
Firstup ; i've turned into a gambling addict D:
lol .
won over 2bucks today !
Woots .
Happy like a crazy girl .

hehhs .
Ms Nor never come .
Ended up gambling the whole lesson .
Ehs , i gamble & do her wksheet kay !
i velli good one .

Aft sch had CEP lesson with Mrs Loh .
aiyohhh !
my heart velli guilty edi .
i keep say wan visit daniel ,
but always nvr go .
*saddieme*
Sorry daniel !
yerrrr , he velli poor thing .
ITS OKAY , I WILL VISIT YOU WITH WW & ROH AFT EXAMS !
PROMISE !
lol , Mrs loh practically crapped the whole lesson away .
but woohoo !
She is willing to let us make class tee & she paying half ;X
Which is around $240 .
LOL .
Lovees her sometimes .

Bused & trained home .
Whoaaaahs ,
got caught by surprise by Pearlyn .
but hmfph .
i didnt get a shock .
lol .

Homed then took an uber long bath .
Tired .
but like cannot wash out all the suanness ):
haiyoo .
so now im blogging !
gonna sleep early today .
Fuckin' tired .

p.s Does that picture resemble Michelle ?
I got a feeling it does :X

i loved you always

2009-09-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

woahhs .
uber crazy day .
lol , gambled in class during free period & morning .
hehs , i won money alrightos .
we bet like around 10cents anyway ;X

Hohos ,
played blackjack & in-between with Jiayi , Jeidy, Clara & fel .
uber fun one !
ohwell .

lunch-ed with weiwen, jiayi&co before heading up for dance .
changed & went to art corner to gamble MOREEE !
Damned ; addicted edi .
:O

Dance was slackish .
Warmup ; Bar work ; Kicking & then cheography .
chatted & stretched .
urghhh , limbs uber painful today .
Saw vernice do somersaults .
I Must Learn How to Do also !
): i used to be able to do uh .
but long time no do , dont dare edi .

bused & trained home with pearlyn .
Whoaaaah .
*winks*
took a picture of a certain someone with my fone .
Pearlyn, Its a good shot righto ?
hehhs .
Karmen will get a good laugh anyways .

Skipped dinner ,
played com .
gonna online audi soon .

Craps ,
just now tried to somersault .
*crash,bang,plop*
woahhhs .
forgot to arch back before landing .
no wonder i crashed .
lol !
granny freaked out ,
now my shoulders are fucking aching .
Damned .
Shall try again tmr or later :D
toodles for now !

i loved you always

2009-09-14T21:37:00.008+08:00

woahhh ;
madass day .
left sch at 1230pm for dental appt at NDC .
was being like a suaku and took plenty of picts .
cabbed there with mom .

appt was supposed to be at 1.30 .
but only went in at 1.40 cause the queue noh .
the doc uber cute but no uh i dont like dentists .
*whisper: white coat guys poking in your mouth with rubbery fingers*
ewws !
urgh .
had the whole braces consultation talk .
hmm .
$3200 the cost of braces .
Big money .

aft talk the doc say gonna make a mould of my teeth .
double eww that .
he stuffed some clayey rubbery thing into my mouth .
ouch , he applied pressure and hold there .
uber uncomfy .
woah then almost like cannot take out .
eww lah taste like rubbery toothpaste .

then took photos .
*wails*
they put alot of things into my mouth .
Very painful !!!
):
Saddieme .
mirror also got put .
whoa the cam uber big .
i think the picture is super ugly .
no eye see .
urghh .
i will get my revenge .
*evil look*

went to take 3 Xray aft that .
2 at 4th floor , one at 6th floor .
woahh .
the 2nd one uber uncomfy .
earplugs the doc nvr put properly for me ): .

but at the end of it .
im happy tht i didnt have to pluck my teeth today :D
next appt in November . ^^V .
Before then ,
So long dentists !

cabbed to clementi pizza hut with mother .
Whoa the student meal ; free flow pepsi , main course & soup
only $5.90 !
*advise for pizzahut*
Good deal kay !
even cheaper thenn KFC 2 piece chicken meal !

bus-ed home .
slack & com-ed !
photos are below .
Toodles people !

Zilianed in cab :X

Health Promotion board entrance .

National Dental Clinic .

waiting area

the payment & registration counter

6th floor while waiting .

i loved you always

2009-09-09T16:58:00.001+08:00

Ah ;
woke up at 1030am today ,
look at my fone then flew-ed out of bed .
supposed to meet clara at 1130 in sch .
*faints* why didnt granny wake me up .
chionged wash up , dressed and bathed ,
then flew out of the house .
omg ; im sounding like tweety edi , fly everywhere .

Met Clara at canteen , was 5minutes late .
power eh ?
*superman sfx*
went to gerneral office to collect thhe progress report ):
I FAILED SCIENCE .
D:
but oh well .
i improved in my maths & chinese .
Surprised to see an A1 for maths tho ,
im supposed to be failing at it .
oh lalalaaaaas , tht was my only A .
the rest was B-ish .

Bused to westmall for movie & lunch .
Lol , We watched G-Force .
( im guessing that we were the few teens inside )
kinda saw tots everywhere ;X
But still , G-force was kewl .
Ate winglets-snackers aft movie ^^ .
*Finger-lickin good!*

Trained & Bused home ,
maybe reached around 3plus .

Facebook-ed , Audi-ed, Msn-ed .
and so now im blogging :D

i loved you always

the good times we had tgt ;
are worth the times , i cried alone .
Lonliness keeps getting better of me .

2009-09-07T18:29:00.003+08:00

woahhhhhhhhhs ;
today's an uber beaaaaaauutiful day .
lend my old phone to maddy around 12.45pm .
hehehs , realised we were wearing the same shirt lol !
but ohwell .

waited 1hr for someguyyyyyy .
Erhems .
YOU ARE LATE BUDDY .
but anyways i got free movie to watch ,
so wait awhile wont die lahhs .
Where got ghost ?
Roadside got ghost .
Jungle got ghost .
House got ghost .
WUUUUUUUUUUUUUU .
ehhh but got a few parts i freaked out kays .
somemore cinema uber coldddd .
hehehs , lucky he warm de .
i likeeeeeeeeee !

Aft movie ;
jiu anyhow walkwalk noh .
then talk lot of rubbish ^^ .
but 4 went to library edi ;
cause daddy bringing me to see Army Open house .
In the end also never go == .
cause he say 5pm packing up le .
WALAOS ;
HE TOLD ME 6PM END MAHHH .
Yerrrrrs ; then my precious time with guyfriend also shortened .
pangsehhed him :X
Dontlike , Dontlike !

Oh well .
but it was fun !

i loved you always

2009-09-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

Wahahahaa ;
went to xianmin's house to try out homecons .
uber nice !
mwhahahaa ; thanks to my uber GOOD cooking .
no lahhhs joking .
xianmin helped ^^ .
but she forgot the yam and potato ):
but its okay !
photos at the bottom !
hehehehs ;

Step one ; analysing ^^

Recipe : hohos .

the scary sauce ; ehh inside got ketchup , osyter sauce , salt , sugar , soy sauce and lotlot more , scared not ? :D

i chopped most of it , but xianmin got the yucky job of doing the SLIMYPRAWNS . Wakakakaakaaaa .

YAMMMMMM .

TAAAAADAAAAAAH ; nice ?

i loved you always

2009-09-05T19:00:00.006+08:00

Hols is here :D
mwhaahahas ;
this morning lazed in my bed until 9:40am
gahs .
stupid chinese tuition noh .
plus the tcher keep touchtouch my face .
yerrrrrrr ;
if i grow pimple cfm go whack her .

aft tuition ,
lunch-ed and com-ed .
Then took a mini nap at 4plus .
I wan complain edi ;
*grumpy*
got some people ring me noh ;
disturb my nap .
rawrrrrs !

lol ;
i had dinner at 5.30pm .
Early ?
but too bad my mother got hungry .__.

Anyways have to prepare for english tuition edi .
Its at 8 & i haven bathe :P
ttyl earthlings !

ohyahhs ;
jeidyyy , do you mind if i use year 3000 ?
i love that song !
thankyous !

i loved you always

2009-09-03T16:40:00.002+08:00

This shall be an uber shortshort post !
BECAUSE IM GOING TO STUDY .

Hard to believe eh ?
BUT HEY ;
CHERYL IS GOING TO STUDY MATHS .
Mwahahahaa !
Super sad noh today ; maths comtest got 23/40 ):
So im going to study and learn hardhard !

Ohohoh ;
Shall post something for my boyfwen *^^*
Zhuzhu boyfriend !
I love you kays ;
Must think of me often !
Hols is coming ;
Lets go out to play !

One more day tmr before hols .
*Countdowns*
Hohos .
And tmr we have the highly anticipated science chapter :
Sexual Reproduction .
Lols .
Fck anyways today .
Forgot to bring my locker key .
Lucky managed to borrow chinese textbk from didi .
Love you kays !

Shall end here with a smile & a kiss .
:) & *mwahs*

i loved you always

2009-08-30T21:56:00.009+08:00

Shall post for saturday .
8-12 had dance at dance rooom .
super funny !
pris ask hw she should go to sch ; bus or mrt
then we all came up with funny funny one ,
got bus , mrt , walk , taxi , and aeroplane !
i voted taxi kay !
^^

Kaixin super high leh ! :3
love her .
hohos .
then we had crackers buffet ;
mwaahahahaa love the prawn crackers .
lets end off with dance being fun .
We even exprimented on the hairstyle we using kays ,
uber cute !
took lots of photos kay ;
shall post at the bottom !

lunch-ed at Jp with pearlyn .
Had McSpicy there ! :3
Mrt-ed home around 2 .
ohgosh ; sure getting fat D:
aft mac went KFC with my mum ):
ohbother .
anways here are the pictures !

Kawaii ?

Jingyi :3

Shermel , you cutie !

Girlfweeeeenn !

Zoey ;

Love girlfwennnn ;

Credits to PearlynMak some info just now D:

i loved you always

2009-08-22T22:03:00.011+08:00

Woke up at 6:47 .
Ohbother , today is a super ghosty day .
Scared kays .
And tht Chloe noh .
Scare me until i screamed .
Malu-ed .

Danced in the sch hall from 8-12pm .
Then lunch break from 12-3pm
me & pearlyn went to eat the KFC near my house ;O
then went my house find shirt .
went back to dance at Aiyah Rajah CC ?
Teehees , sorry for the stupid spelling .
uber kewl .
we finished the dance there .

then we so colourful lah , our shirts , tights & short .
took lots of pictures , there're at the bottom kays .
Bus-ed home at 6+ near 7 .
then chiong bathe+eat cause i 8pm got tuition .
Uber tired one kays !
Then now just home noh .
So here i am blogging about my wonderfuuuully tired day .

Photos ^^

Zilians !

Left to right : Chloe , Simin , Shermel , Zoey , Cheryl , Jingwen , Jingyi .
My dearest junior Simin ! :3
Hohos ; this was what pearlyn was angry with me about just now . Kewl ?
Zoeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyy !
Kaici , Cheryl , Zoey .
Cheryl , Jingyi , Zoey .
Lets end here with my beloved , Simin !

i loved you always

2009-08-21T22:43:00.003+08:00

Sorry peeps ;
i shall post for thursday & today kay .

ytd last day of inline skating D:
Boohoohoos .
But uber suay noh ;
my skate one wheel jammed .
Fckos , make me slow & fall down .
But skating around school was still fun alrights !
Jon keep bullying me ytd ):
At first give me HAWTPINK skates .
Then i complain until he gave me the FAULTYSKATES .
Gahs .
But we took a group photo .
Shall post that at the bottom .

Friday is dance phototaking ;
as you see at the bottom my face still have make up :O
kewl hor ^^ .
I shall announce that im abit angry with Pearlyn >:(

Photos !

i loved you always

2009-08-18T22:53:00.002+08:00

I shall declare ;
Sorry aliens .
I wont be blogging alot alr kay ?
maybe until exams are over ):
Im like busy with
uber lot of homework ,
projects ,
and the tchers' day performance .

*sweats*
going to be uber tired .
I think i going to be panda le .
Panda eyes ):!
Owwh noh .
Now my whole body aching .
i go to bed alr .
Tired .

Nightos .

i loved you always

2009-08-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

uber tiring day !
but sad deng ;
homecons no cooking D:!

mwahahaha ; i skipped recess .
I SURVIVED ON MILO .
pro hors !
*waves* thankyouthankyou .

then after school went reservior walkwalk with PearlynMak .
Ankle uber painful ):
i guess maybe cause of ytd the skating .
skated overly fast bahhs .
hohos .
we walked 1 round around the sch ,
then walked the reservior .
EXERCISE KAYS ,
KEEPS YOU FITTTT !

HAH ;
To inform the whole world ;
Im 70% cfm performing for tchers' day kays !
lailais ; clap for me kays .
& congrats for jolene , she got in too !!
but sorry !
i only settle clothes for you kay !
Makeup i guess not :O
SORRY !

just now watched an uber fucked up video .
CLICK HERE TO WATCH DISGUSTING VIDEO
warning hor ;
guys , you need a HUGE paperbag for puking .
girls , i advise you not to eat too much before watching .
cause i guess there wont be food inside aft you finish watching .
kanninabeiccb ,
i watch le very bu shu fu siol .
heng dinner nvr eat much .
the video is about sicko guys trying to cut off their genitals lahhs .
but aft they cut they squeeze out all the interal organs .
fck , *pukes*
1000000% regret .

i loved you always

2009-08-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

Today got abit pissed off kays .

Mrs Loh was being naggy & noisy agains .__.
Ms Lee SCOLDED ME FOR STH I DIDNT SAY .
Fckk you ; what i do siahhh ;
i was DRAWING .
hmphhfffff !
I BROUGHT THE POWER AUDIT FORM .
HAH ! IN YOUR FACE !
Lol ; i sound horrible ..

I enjoyed inline skating kays .
i skated muchmuch better alr .
wahahahahas ,
i used to be able to only lift up one foot to skate .
now i can do it like walking .
Kewl rightos ?
And i didnt fall today !
JOLENE YOU FELL ON YOUR BIG BUTT ^^ .
anyways ; if jolene gets in the Tcher Day's performance .
im gonna be her makeup & costume artiste ; kewl ?

Ass !
dont make me blush kay !
anyhow molest my face ):!
hmphfffff !
im soo going to avoid you .
MWAHAHAHAAHAHA *evil laugh*

i loved you always

2009-08-12T22:19:00.002+08:00

Uberr slackish dayy !
woohoos ;
But commontest was kewl kays .
THE TOPIC WAS LIKE SO EASY .
Ms Chu give lots of clues kays ;
NICE THANKYOUS !

Assembly was funny .
SHAKESPERE IN THIRTY MINUTES .
wakao , very brief kays .
i dont like .
But clara uber cute .
Say people de bad things ; dont know the person beside her niahhs .
i told her ,
then she so paisehh !
ahahahas ;
i laughhed .

Aft schh ;
bused home & rest noh .

i loved you always

2009-08-10T17:02:00.003+08:00

uber kewl ;
i've fallen in love with her songs *.*
anyways ;
hohos everyone beware im cooking dinner !
beeehoon . not nice dont blame kays !

met ... can i call him boyf ?
ah who cares ^^
met him downstairs just now ;O
hes uber tall *pout*
you owe me a bear hug kays !
hohos .
you happy being your big firecracker ;
while i busy blogging kays .

This the lyrics for Vunerable by Vanessa Hudgens

When I think about you and me
I get a little weak in the knees
I feel the flutter of the butterflies and
Sometimes I can hardly breath

So, baby
(Baby)
Hold me now
(Hold me, hold me)
I can't tell if I am lost or found
('Cause I'm livin' in a dream
And I don't wanna wake up)
And I don't know how
To let you in or let you go
I'm so vulnerable

Hold me now
(Hold me)
Please baby, don't let me down
('Cause I'm livin' in a dream
And I don't wanna wake up!)
I know for sure that you're the cure
Comin' down with a case of "I love you more"
I don't wanna be vulnerable

When it comes to this book of us
I think it's time now to turn the page
And I don't wanna say I love you first
But my heart it can hardly wait

So, baby
(Baby)
Hold me now
(Hold me, hold me)
I can't tell if I am lost or found
('Cause I'm livin' in a dream
And I don't wanna wake up)
And I don't know how
To let you in or let you go
I'm so vulnerable

Hold me now
(Hold me)
Please baby, don't let me down
('Cause I'm livin' in a dream
And I don't wanna wake up)
I know for sure that you're the cure
Comin' down with a case of "I love you more"
I don't wanna be vulnerable

I don't wanna see you hurt
Don't you worry, baby girl
Take my hand, understand I'm afraid
To tell you the very worst
That you want to hear me say

When you say it here tonight
Will you mean it for our life?
Will you tell me everything
That your heart is really feeling for me?
So why won't be vulnerable?

('Cause I'm livin' in a dream
And I don't wanna wake up)
And I don't know how
To let you in or let you go
I'm so vulnerable

Hold me now
(Hold me)
Please baby, don't let me down
('Cause I'm livin' in a dream
And I don't wanna wake up)
I know for sure that you're the cure
Comin' down with a case of "I love you more"
I don't wanna be vulnerable

i loved you always

2009-08-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

i cook de kays !
my uber nice lunch ;
nice not ?
mwahahahaaaa .

today morning wake up at 6.30 am ):
JUST TO WASH HAIR GO TEMPLE .
*protest*!
but lol ;
i bought a pair of brown shorts .
i love my new shorts kay !
hohos .

I shall wish Singapore a happy 44th bdae !
the ndp theme song is nice kays ;
What do you seeeeeeeeeeeeee ?
lalalalalaaaaaaaa~

toodles back to my pasta !

i loved you always

2009-08-06T22:32:00.003+08:00

uber kewl right !
ahahaha ; our homeecons .
sorry uh people ;
i rush to NSW maths ,
never take pic of my beeaaaaaautifuu macaroni cheese ):

i love inline skating .
mwahahahaaa ;
but the instructor bully noh !
wan break my hand just to rmb your name is it !
STUPID JONJON >:(

i loved you always